so this post is for betty because she wants to konw whats going in my life. so to make it easier for my jumbled brain, i’m going to do this LIST;STYLE!!!
on random items
() i want a tumblr. just becuz i’m random and i always have jumbled thoughts that i want to share. facebook is too public, i dont like twitter, and wordpress is tedius & complicated. but then again, i hardly update this blog. [ cliccck symhpny ]
() there are dead ladybugs living in my rooom light and its heckaa annoying, scary, and disgusting. and the one survivor that buzzes around. EW.
() i still need a haircut. and reshape eyebrows -.- they’re ugly.
() i’ve been superrrr coveting a dog/puppy. peektures here
() for who doesn’t know, my precious laptop = dead for the meanwhile. i spilled a LITTLE BIT of water on it and bamf its dead. =.= my dad took it to computer repair shop in ct and is sending it back to manufacturer’s for ENTIRE motherboard replacement. oops?
on life
Success recipe: 2 cups faith, 2 cups of love, 1 cup hard work, 1 cup persistence, 1 tbsp vision & a dash of swagger. (;
(via jasmeinp)
on work
() i work as a usher at my school’s performance theatre. its off campus, just a 15 minute stroll (even thru the SNOW), and i’m loving my job. i haven’t been going out a lot these weekends because i’m trying to catch up on work hours .. i started late in the semester and i have workstudy $ to use up! its super chill, people are super chill, i get money = happy!
() i feel like i’m constantly surrounded by people in the arts. work: theater. roommate (herfriends): musical theatre. my siblings (harmkev): marching band, music + more. and all my artsy friends … and its like, i know all about each of the things, but where do i stand? i’m not particularlly gifted in any one area .. but i enjoy learning + partaking. idk, it seems TOO concidental for it to be just a ‘recurring theme’ in my life.
on stress (aka academia)
( ) its FINALS week! first finals week of college life. and it’s not too stressful…if i time-manage properly and get my act together. As will it be? hopefully. i’m aiming high in college, be academically on lifeee
() i prolly will get 2 Bs this semester. college writing most def, but macro too if i bomb the final. WHICH I WILL NOT pleasee symphony STUDY! chinese + world politics i will ace because i have motivation (not)
() been thinking about college life more and wow the culture is definitely different. like, we’re paying to be in an institution to learn, but no judging here … some people are wasting their education. and like been learning alot about world issues and is education really the answer to global problems? nuh uh.
on God
() time with God has been, interesting. been really good with devotionals and stuff (thanks manni for everything counts! its sooo good), up until this week where its like AH NO TIME. but been praying more (the thing i was slacking on). not talking to God, but straight up i’m going to sit down and pray and only pray. not doing that as much. but chi alpha (my fellowship) is really amazing and God’s definately reaching into my heart thru the messages, the friendships, the people
heartts.
() he’s been putting alotta visions in my heart this semester too. a lot related to CLL, but its more towards chinese churches rather than CLl in particular. the church i go to here is amazingg and diverse and i would love for idk, the ‘chinese church’ to have the direction they have. the obedience in tithing, the vision for church plant, the heart for worship, the unity for community and family, emphasis on Word. i’m sure they have flaws, but it is definately a place that I feel God has blessed not because God is God and He blesses his people, but He also rewards the dedicated, the ones passionate to goes to the ends of the earth and devote their whole lives to Him.
on friendships
() i really appreciate them.
() been talking to friendds back home in nyc a lot more. and its funny how our friendships have deepened despite the distance. makes me miss home more. for the friends, for the relationships and the company. AH LOVE ALL AROUND! its a lot more of the sisterhood … finding sisters who share the same struggles, walking along the same path in our life journeys. it’s awesome!
() and of course at school, you know the usual. hang out. hang out with intentions of studying — fail. building friendships – struggling thru academics together. its a wonderful thing to watch manifest. f r i e nd s !
on sleep
thereisnone.
…. and that’s how i’m going to end it! i think my next post i’ll put up my booklist (: that way it’ll motivate me to actually .. get them <3





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